Well this morning started off to well, a breakfast in the hotel. Premier Inn's finest chocolate muffins and pomegranate juice. Well, it was either that or some kind of fry up... Which if you ask me, just made me want to be sick, even though I didn't have a hangover, which I'm super proud of.
When everyone else had finished their plates of animal product and pure grease, we began the journey back home. Or rather my mother and sister did, I decided to stop in Town and spend the day with the coolest person ever. I don't think I can express how much this person impresses me. In case your following the phone number antics of a previous post, then you know pretty much who this person is. Well, not his name or anything, but you get the gist sort of...
Anyway. I think the world of him. I know I haven't known each other for long at all. We've met up a total of about three times. But every time we meet up I end up having a really really lovely day. It feels like I've known him for a lot longer, or as if we've met before and been totally unaware of it. I don't think I've ever felt happier with anyone else, ever. I'm not the kind of person to fall head over heels for anybody... Actually, I never have. Ok, so whilst its all super lovely and happy and perfect, here's the shit part...
He's completely intelligent. He can deny it all he wants, there's no escaping his vast vocabulary or extensive knowledge of literature. And because of this, he's going off to university. I want him to go 'cause he's got so much going for him. But personally it's heartbreaking for me. There's going to be so many beautiful, intelligent and attractive girls there that I really don't compare. If anything I just don't want to be forgotten. Because I know I'm not going to forget him, whatsoever. I've spent the day being super happy but since I got the train back home I've just felt generally low about the whole situation... It's amazing how one person can give such a big impact...
I have this book which he gave me, it's called The Great Gatsby. I've read the first chapter already and so far it makes sense. Shouldn't take me too long to read it but there's so many annotations and highlighted words in it... I suppose this'll come in handy when I don't know what a certain word means... That is if I can read the hand writing...
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